Reality is such a fucked up thing. It is hard enough trying to parse one’s own thoughts and pick a direction (step right, up folks! any direction will do!), but add an unknown period of time to work within and a rulebook you figure out as you go and you have a recipe for frustration or liberation. Maybe you get my drift and maybe you don’t.
Me? I am looking for liberation. I am looking to undo the chains that bind me. Chains that a younger me (also searching for liberation) unwittingly forged for myself. Acting on limited information at the time, I didn’t do too badly. But having a deeper pool of experience and knowledge to draw upon now, I see the chains for what they are. Things that back then I thought would free me have instead bound me. I have looked within and now must forge a new path. The path less traveled and strangely windy.